Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

I didn't think it was possible but...







I didn't think it was possible but I actually did it...I now weigh 200 lbs.  That was a number I never
wanted to or never thought I'd see.  I was nearly knocked off the scale when that number popped up.  I would write some choice expletives right now to express my feeling but I can't find any that are strong enough.  Even string six to ten word together won't help me illustrate of how I feel.

I'm uber depressed over this.  I want to give up and eat myself into an early grave.  My mind races with all the comfort food I could eat to absorb the pain of being huge.  How insane is that?  I want to give up and crawl into bed and wait for the sweet release of death. 


But I'm a Weeble.

When a Weeble gets knocked down they bounce right back up (In my case, I bounce back up because my butt is too big. lol).  You can't keep a Weeble down.

So...I need to fix this.

I started this blog a year ago and like my diets, stopped.  I lost my Weeble way.  But now I'm getting back up on my chubby little feet and will waddle up Mt. WeightLoss.

Unfortunately, this climb up Mt. WeightLoss isn't a smooth, straight path.  It's up hill all the way.  And once I've scaled Mt. WeightLoss, this road becomes a top that I must keep balanced and spinning, never letting my attention or focus waver or I will tumble down the mountain side.  My goal while climbing this mountain is to purchase/develop the right safety equipment so that even if my top stops spinning I will be able to catch myself before I fall too far and I will be able to make the climb easier and faster than before.


Mt. WeightLoss



This is my Weeble path.

Shel