Pain

I have been in so much pain lately.  I have a pinched nerve in my back that goes around my hip and down my thigh and through my knee.  Half the time I can barely walk.  Tonight I had a total break down.  My boys weren't cooperating with me and I was in a lot of pain.  I just lost it.  Crying.  Yelling.  You name it and I did it.  Well, I didn't resort to violence. 

We have to move out of our house for 10 days to get our hardwood floors redone.  I have to pack up everything in our house.  All the moving and lifting is causing me problems and increasing my pain. 

Tomorrow I go to the doctors to find out what is going on with my pain and hopefully they can help me solve it.  I want to be able to walk again.  I feel like I'm 80 years old not 40.  I need a walker. 

I'm just complaining.

Shel