I'm a Weeble: August 2012

I didn't think it was possible but I actually did it...I now weigh 200 lbs. That was a number I never
wanted to or never thought I'd see. I was nearly knocked off the scale when that number popped up. I would write some choice expletives right now to express my feeling but I can't find any that are strong enough. Even string six to ten word together won't help me illustrate of how I feel.

I'm uber depressed over this. I want to give up and eat myself into an early grave. My mind races with all the comfort food I could eat to absorb the pain of being huge. How insane is that? I want to give up and crawl into bed and wait for the sweet release of death.

But I'm a Weeble.

When a Weeble gets knocked down they bounce right back up (In my case, I bounce back up because my butt is too big. lol). You can't keep a Weeble down.

So...I need to fix this.

I started this blog a year ago and like my diets, stopped. I lost my Weeble way. But now I'm getting back up on my chubby little feet and will waddle up Mt. WeightLoss.

Unfortunately, this climb up Mt. WeightLoss isn't a smooth, straight path. It's up hill all the way. And once I've scaled Mt. WeightLoss, this road becomes a top that I must keep balanced and spinning, never letting my attention or focus waver or I will tumble down the mountain side. My goal while climbing this mountain is to purchase/develop the right safety equipment so that even if my top stops spinning I will be able to catch myself before I fall too far and I will be able to make the climb easier and faster than before.

Mt. WeightLoss